sorry, sorry.
i know i said 'i'm back' but really...
i'm not i guess.

life has been busy, dramatic and draining.

school is getting insane.
i work all the time now, which gives me money but no free time.
i found out i'm anemic. (which isn't fun, i'm tired all the time.)
the 'rents and i fight daily over college. which one to go to, scholarships, tuition, housing...basically, we're too damn poor for me to go, so i gotta pay for it all by work/aid/loan.
the act is coming up FAST and i gotta do that. and study for it, no less.
to top it all off, today i find out that the love of my life (who doesn't know it) may have gotten his ex pregnant when he was goin out with some other chick.

but i remain optimistic and believe that he didn't do it, like he says.

yes, school is almost over.
but then it is marching band.
so that eats up june.

school starts on fricken august 25. then i go pseo which equals college.
so basically...going on the internet-time is far and few between. even more so since the 'rents took internet outta my room.

so if you wanna talk, text me.
because i doubt we'll be seeing eachother online.

just wanted to let you guys know i'm alive and that i miss you all terribly.

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